Dilligence (Part 1)

Diligence (Part 1)

"I admire you diligence" is the first word she had said it to me. At first i was blank about the word she said because i do not know what the meaning of "diligence'. She had me think when i was watching football with my cousin. It makes me think about throughout the first half of the match. During the match break, I ask my cousins the meaning of 'diligence'. My cousins ask me to give him the whole statements and I replied 'I admired you diligence'. Then he tell me this 'Diligence is another word for dedication or efforts that you put to accomplish a goal'. That the first time i know about that word, and it make me think again why does she said those words to me? What are he motif? We only chat about the group assignment that we have to finished it by the end of this month.This is the first time a girl have said those kind of word to me. I do not know what to do or to explain on how i feel about it. It made me restless for the whole night. Luckily my cousins was there to company me to watch football. During the match break, me and my cousin chat all kind of things but still my mind still think about the words that she said to me.

While the match is about to start second half, i realize that i have to replied her message but What to replied? What words do i need to use? End up i just reply to her with a smiley icon. Hahahaha...!! I just can smile but actually inside I am laughing and tell what stupid i am to reply with smiley icon. Then she just kept quite until the match has ended. The game end up with draw as a result. Both team played their best. After i pay the drinks, then my cousins sent me back home. My cousin ask me, "how is your love life?". I straightly answer it is too troublesome for me to have a relationship during this time because i still want to enjoy. He laughs... He said to me to enjoy my life but don't enjoy it too much... If you enjoy it too much, then you will fall into a slump of life. Hehehe... Well that is the last conversation me and my cousins had that night. After I enter the house safely, then i saw my cousins car back light drove away from my sight.

As usual at night before I close my eyes i will set alarm at my phone and play some games on ipad. When i try few games in the ipad, i cant stop think about her. I feel like i gonna be crazy because always think about her. Haish... To ease my nerve and mind, i ask her "R u asleep?". Then continue play the games on the ipad. but everytime i peek on my phone that sat far from the bed. After a few minutes I feel tired of waiting and went to sleep. That is how i had a unpleasing sleep for the first time in my life... The next morning i wake up, i feel so sleepy but i need to go to class.

(To be continued...)